all i want for christmas is YOU

you've got me lovestoned

2008-01-05T14:18:22Z

so..school has officially begun and its gonna be the final exams already! anyways, it has been a pretty hectic week so far, with all the projects, lab reports and PRESENTATION! damn, i frigging hate presentations..
though im the talkative sort, i really hate them.. i'll get SO freaked out.. sighs, hopefully i'll be able to gear up some courage and be able to present without any shaking and hearing of my own heart beating so damn loudly in my ears. lols. please, please let me present properly..dont wanna screw up this presentation and project.

anyways, rino's gone for reservist :( boo hoo hoo. i kinda miss him and all his classes.. so maybe what he said was rite..im damn stressed over which class to do while he's away. sighs. oh wells, i'll just have to live with it.. besides, its only for 3 wks. so..whatever. gosh, im so freaking lovestoned by tht someone. though, i keep telling myself to stop all this crap. i cant seem to help it..HOW?? i keep telling myself that he's so nt worth it and so nt my type..but i cant help myself!!! AARGH!!! crap la. put that all aside..i dont really wanna think about it.

today, went to the gym to do cute harry's class. lols. anw, he was so cute la. frm the time i saw him before class even started till to the time the class ended. hiyo. fainted...LOLs. using his word here. hahs. pushed myself to the limit today. i really have to lose weight! i cant stand it...i dont wanna stay the same..seriously, my weight doesnt even go down, from who knws when..it was ages ago. my weight's still the same! hiyoyo..really have to try to stop eating unnecessarily and also stop eating all those fatty foods. sighs. talk about losing weight, harry was saying something about it just now.. he was like saying," hiya, i so fat already. need to lose weight..*pause* to lose weight, you need to exercise regulary and not by starving yourself"...hahas...funny. wells, i've been eating lesser than usual..hopefully, this diet of mine works. i really need to lose weight badly. i knw i've been saying this for so many times! hahas.

gossip girl rocks! i love the show. im hooked onto it. cant believe it. its so frigging awesome. love it. alrighty, i've gotta go.

you know you love me,
XOXO
shenevie

last day of 2007

2007-12-31T16:10:42Z

so okay, today's the last day of the new year..reflecting back on the things this past year, i feel that it has been quite a journey and it has been great..thank God for that. Hopefully, as the new year tides in..it will be as great as last year or maybe even better :P...
hmmm...as im writing down this blog entry, im also jotting down my new year resolutions for the year 2008..lols.
oh wells, today was quite alrite. went to cali orchard to do combat class with collin..after that headed back home to have dinner with my family..and then after that we headed down to siglap to have dessert and stuff by bus. hahas..it was pretty crowded, but we still managed to get a table. sighs, im so wishing that i can get to spend new's year eve with my friends..but, oh wells..they've got their own plans and stuff..so maybe next year or smth..
school's starting soon..on wed..i cant wait to get back to school BUT..i hate the fact that its gonna be mugging all the way as it is gonna be the final exams for the semester. but still...

anw, here's me wishing y'all HAPPY NEW YEAR!
shenevie

unexpected surprise in combat class

2007-12-27T07:04:30Z

hooha..
im back..the few days has gone by real fast and its already the 2nd week of the hols. soon it will be the end of the hols and the start of the new year.gosh..

anw, yest at combat class was so FUN and plus there was at least something to see!..lols
Harry came for combat class. i was like so shocked and surprised la..i mean its like i cant really imagine that he would be the kind who would do combat..and there he was with that cute little face of his...hahas. he really made my day yest. hahas..he was so cute..lols. hopefully, he likes combat with rino and come back frequently. :P

damn..i seriously hate the stupid chem sketch thing la. i cant even open the f**king programme. it seriously sucks like hell. how the hell am i gonna do my practical thingy nw??!?? damn.. i cant even accept it frm people who try to send it to me via msn. this really sucks big time...sighs..im at loss as to what to do. really..hiya..

i think i cant wait for the new term to start. i cant wait for school to start. put aside all those dumbass projects and assignments..school's really fun.. :) cant believe im saying this..hahas. better nt say it too soon..otherwise, come next year or something i start hating it or something..hahas.

oh wells. i've gotta go..
ps. navi..im so sorry i cant meet you during my hols. as planned. im really busy..sry..maybe during the march hols or smth.??sry sry sry..thousand apologies.

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar...

2007-12-15T14:06:24Z

finally, there's a song that actually describes the feelings that i have. i so love this song. you gotta check it out, its by taylor swift,called " teardrops on my guitar"
anyways, here are the lyrics:

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

okays, so next week harry's gonna go on a holiday :( sighs, i'll miss him! well, at least i'll get to see him on thurs. and then he'll be back next next week. im sick la. sighs..its torturous. i hate it when im sick.. :( i think it must be because of yesterday, trying to find the bbq pit under the HOT sun. its always like tht..if i were to walk under the sun for more than 15 mins and sweat like crazy..i'll most assuredly fall sick..i so hate it..HUGE SIGHS..oh wells, im gonna get some rest now.

nites

charmed4571 @ 2007-12-07T22:50:00

2007-12-07T15:35:41Z

today was such a boring day..because i was just too tired.i cant help it..but school was such a blur to me.i was like stoning most of the time..
anyways, went to the gym this morning. did the new launch for combat 34. was pretty okay la. i guess like the more you practise the more you get the hang of it. but i do agree with rino..there's more repetitions and its REAL tiring. lols

i must say, that the highlight for today is that i managed to keep my french standard up to par. i gt an A! hahas.im so happy. that's the best thing that happened today. sighs, common test is coming up soon! like next week..stress man!! hiyoyo..hopefully i'll be able to do well.
alritey,
gotta go..im so sleepy

charmed4571 @ 2007-12-05T23:06:00

2007-12-05T15:34:48Z

as i was heading down to school today, i started to go into deep thoughts about things..since the journey down to school was a long one. i just suddenly remembered what natalie said on mon. and i kinda agree. its like as the years go by and all of us become older. we start to become very busy with our hectic lives by getting the degree that we'll need for the future and sooner or later we'll be too busy with work. sighs its a sad thing though, i used to rmb when we were kids, we used to do all the silliest things together...and stayed over at each other places. sighs, those were the times where we could ignore the cares of the world. Then, as i passed by Novena stn, i suddenly remembered all the crazy times i use to have in sec school. all the funny and crazy times..i rmbered once, after the EFL thingy at novena church, we were heading home..whilst at the platform at novena..we suddenly didnt feel like going home..so what we did was to dance at this secluded spot..hahas..it was quite funny though..hahas. it was like all the memories of my crazy and fun times with friends in sec. school came flooding back. now, all of us are quite distant due to the schools that we're in and also, due to fact that we've lost contact. however, i'll always treasure the times that we had.

okays, enough of all that. ha. the temperature today was so cold..brrr..this was due to the heavy downpour. organic tutorial was so funny because of the music that was playing throughout half of the lesson. After that, we ate at mac canteen before heading to the library. at the library, i did my micro B quiz..it was dumb la. sighs, after all that i did, my first quiz attempt had higher marks. Anyways, french lesson today was so fun! i cant believe im saying this because its a 3hr class..but, what we actually did was watch a movie called, "a la folie, pas du tout" its a very nice show. except that its very psychotic. hahas. if you have seen it, you'll get what i mean. hahas. french test is this friday! hopefully its easy..i wanna get my A for it! hahas. oh, we'll also have a role play thing to do again...sighs. hopefully i can act well and remember my lines..hahas.

okays, so after school..went to the gym to meet mom and my brother..mom and i ate the organic cafe while my brother was still at the gym. apparently mom was supposed to be doing exercise today..BUT..there was a traffic jam that caused her to be late for class. so she decided to forget about going for it. ha. so ended up, having a light bite at the organic cafe. after tht, we went home. so yeah, after a few hours or so...im here blogging to you about my mundane life..hahas..oh, im so pissed with facebook. damn la. i actually set the wrong birth date for my account..so i had actually wanted to change it..only to find out that the change can only be done if i were to contact the administrator. so, i happily did so, and guess what? my account is currently in fixing..so that they can set everything right. and as they do that...i cant have access to it..screw them. now im like SO frigging bored to death because i cant access to facebook. okay, yes..i have become one of those people who are like addicted to facebook. damn. i didnt plan for myself to be THIS addicted.

I CANT WAIT FOR TMR! bodycombat launch 34 is tmr!! im so gonna be there. after school i'll be meeting my mom, before heading down to the gym to attend the launch!..i know for sure its gonna be jam pack.but who cares? im gonna reach there early so that i can get a spot thats good enough for me. hahas. i know, i know..i sound like a typical old ah soh at the coffee shop..but, you'll know what i mean if you're a frequent gymmer and does classes at the gym. hahas.

oh wells, im gonna get some shut eye nw..otherwise my mommy will scold me for sleeping so late and waking up late. so yeah, im gonna go sleep nw.

à bientot
bonne nuit

charmed4571 @ 2007-12-03T22:08:00

2007-12-03T14:24:35Z

today's schedule in school was quite a short one. anyways, didnt knw tht mr tay went for the 42km run! i wanted to go, but got no one to go with. was discussing this with rose just nw...she said she share the same opinion as i do. hahas. so next year! we'll run together!! lols.

went gymming today..i have to really push myself la. did only 4 hrs of exercise last week! sighs..so anw, gym was fun today. lols :P.. cant wait for the launch of the new combat! wonder how it'll be like? hahas. hopefully tmr i'll be able to hit the gym for a whole full 2hrs after sch. i really have to make up for last week.. sighs, dont know when will be the best time to go for the personal training kick fit thingy. i shall see hw.

aaahhh..christmas is coming! im starting to feel all chrismassy already..hahas. its time for the spirit of giving! i really have to work out like crazy before and after christmas so tt i wont put on too much weight from eating all that christmas stuffings. haha. im loving that christmas song by mariah carey, 'all i want for christmas is you'...and its so right.." all I want for christmas is YOU"...haha. you wont be able to guess who..cause only i knw who is it, and no..that person is not from school.

*ah...why did God have to make him this irresistable?? its killing me cause he's so near but yet so far..sighs.

thats all for nw, i've gotta go hit the books. exams are in a week's time!! mug like crazy...going cuckoo...lols.

till next time,
shenevie

im back!

2007-11-18T12:14:04Z

okay, so i know i've not been blogging for a long time. been addicted to facebook! cant believe im saying this..i mean i USED to laugh at people who have been addicted to facebook, now i've become one of them. like the saying goes, wht comes around goes around.

Saturday, 17th November 2007:

morning was practically quite boring, family stayed home to eat breakfast..didnt really go out anywhere except to the gym at the later part of the day. LOVED the time in the gym..hahas. i've seriously become a gym addict or should you say, a gym bunny. lols. anyways, did step class with the ever so cute and funny harry. =P ..cant wait for saturday to come around again. ;D ..after that, went to do about 10mins of the machines before heading home. had dinner at home while my parents went out to eat.bleah. sighs, i cant wait till the day where i can go out till late. its so sian la..staying home, while you know tht SOME friends are outside hanging out. bleah.

Sunday, 18th November 2007:

Went to the dentist this morning to do my check up. it cost me $145..*fainted*..lols. using harry's fav word.hahas. after that, went home...ate lunch, took a nap and then studied..sighs..its such a boring day la. so you see, i prefer the weekdays though i have wake up and sleep earlier..at least its not so boring. hahas. cant wait for tmr.. going to gym and the day ends early. going for rino's combat class...sighs, i'll be seeing him very little this week.. :(
gotta go...to facebook..hahas..

Ps. im so loving the song that im listening to right now!

charmed4571 @ 2007-11-06T21:54:00

2007-11-06T14:11:29Z

ugh! the time spent at the gym was just...ugh!...combat was fine, except that there was too many people which resulted in the whole entire studio becoming like a sauna. BUT..the other thing that really made me so mad was when it came to the next class, ABT. so ok..this class u need to lay your boards to do certain exercises. and tht was wht my mom and i did straight after the combat class. right after we did just tht, we decided to go down to get new towels and refill our bottles. (and maybe catch a glimpse of harry's class.) we had merely spent 5 mins or so there before going back to the studio. once we got there, i realised that our boards were missing( mom was still in the toilet)....and guess why????? the 2 damn mainland chinese woman took our boards.i asked them if the boards were taken and laid by them..they said yes. so thinking that i might have mistaken the women for taking our boards, i walked round the studio enquiring people if the boards were theirs.( you know how retarded i look?!?) so anyways, when mom got back from the toilet...i filled her in of the present situation. and she confronted the 2 mainland chinese women as she was sure that they took the boards. when mom asked whether they took our boards..they then admitted that they had taken the boards as they supposedly believe and know that the class cant allow any reservations. but like hello???, if people had wanted to go down to the toilet...u mean we have to sit there and hold our pee?. how dumb. okay back to the conversation..so yar..they said that they took the boards as no reservations were allowed..and then my mom continued reasoning out with the 2 origins, then one of them suggested tht they give us back our boards but we have to move to give them space to put the boards..(tt woman is damn smart, she already know that the class is packed and tht there was no space left...it was all down to either we leave or they leave) in the end, my mom and i decided not to give them any tongue-lashing as there were too many people in the studio who knows us and were kinda secretly staring at us. so yar. we had no choice but to leave. damn. i seriously hate that 2 stupid origins. they not only made me waste my time by laying the boards..and getting a spot. but they'd also wrecked my gym plan of doing at least one class of ABT per week. damn those women. grrr....

i cant wait for the weekend to begin.

2007-10-26T13:53:52Z

aujhord'hui est comme ci comme ca.
today woke up at 6am, so that i could make it down to rino's 7am class. hahas. you may call me crazy but thats just what i do. i just love going to the gym. i think from today onwards, i may make 7am classes at raffles an appointment in my schedule. yeah, so after class, rushed down to school only to find out that i wasnt really late. reach school at 8.30am, 1/2 an hr before lecture started. after lecture, went down to koufu to eat and then after chill at the library before heading for my french class. french class was just absolutely fun! met rykiel on the way to class...so i ended up going to class together with her. after french, headed back to the library to complete my lab reports together with roslinah. after that came math lec. i didnt quite get what kuan ko was teaching..so i ended up doing all the examples using my own method. hahas.
once school ended, decided to meet my rents' at city hall. ended up like going into coach to buy mom her $1000 bag. tsk tsk *shakes head*..did some retail therapy...but i had actually wanted to buy a new bag...ended up there were no bags in the mall that were nice. so, i guess i'll have to wait another day when i go someplace else to buy.

FINALLY! its the weekend =) yippeee.. and tmr i'll be going to the gym again..i so cant wait..2 of my fav instructors will be there. so yeap, i cant wait to see them. alrighty, i gotta go catch some shut eye.

bonne nuit.

you helped put a smile on my face

2007-10-23T15:41:46Z

heyho.
school today has been pretty boring(especially the first period.) anyways, after school, went to the gym to do my usual classes. but today was better, as there were 2 of my fav. instructors in the house. lols. however, i didnt do harry's step class. sad la. but then again, went to see his class right after combat class ended...i still think that i cant make it la. too fast for me alr.(although my mom says that im able to do it..) at least i got to see harry after his class.he was doing his usual routine of work out. he was sooo cute la. :P at least it made my day :D...i dont know whts been happening to me lately...i've been getting giddy spells every now and then. and its really very bad. hopefully, its nothing serious.

anw, tmr's gonna be a LONG day for me. hate wed now. im only loving mon and the weekends(esp. sat)..speaking of saturday, i cant wait for it to come. cause i can go for harry's class(can see him again.lols)

alrighty,
im gonna catch my zzzs.
bonne nuit.

deprived from my usual gymming hours

2007-10-17T14:53:11Z

french lesson today was boring. i cant believe im saying this because i've never ever felt bored in french before! but some people from the other french class came to our class for french today and they were so slow in grasping the vocab and stuff. its like as though they didnt even learn them in sem 1. so yeah, the lesson was so slow..as monsieur christophe had to keep on explaining to them. sighs. hopefully the next lesson will be better.
hiya. i hate prac tmr!..it ends at like 6pm. hopefully, it'll end early. so that i can go to the gym. im like so deprived from going to the gym. its like my usual 5 days per week in the gym has been reduced to 3 days per week! aargh..i cant stand it. call me a gymaholic..but whatev. i cant stand it! i feel so bad on the inside, if i dont do at least 4 times per week. 3 days per week is NOT enough for me. lols.

rino was so funny and cute today la. hahas. okay, im starting to go crazy alr. shall spare u guys frm my craziness.
going to bed now.
tata

sick,sick,sick

2007-10-16T15:03:03Z

okays, so i've not been blogging for quite some time..been pretty busy with the start of the sem. yes, school has officially started...and im so hating this sem. sighs. today's been pretty bleah. fell sick halfway throughout school. had a pretty bad flu. and im still having it, whilst im typing this entry.
went to the gym...though i was having a bad flu. was alrite during class (combat and ABT) but after that was worse. so i took this med. when i got back home, which is causing me to be totally drowsy. i guess it must be the weather or something..i've realised that loads of people in school are also having the flu or the cough..its pretty bad... so peeps out there who have not gotten this virus..boost up your immune system by taking your daily supplements and vitamins.
i cant wait for the weekend to come! i cant wait for Harry's class...love his class..im all geared up for it. hahas
alriteys.i've gotta go do my tutorial which is due tmr.

nites

hate the 2nd sem timetable!!

2007-10-09T15:34:47Z

so okay, my 2nd sem timetable is finally out. and i have to say that i hate it. hate the timings and the way the classes are all arranged.its so..aargh. i cant go to the gym that often now. sighs =( i can only go to the gym on mon, tues, sat and sun. boo hoo hoo. whatevs. i just gt to deal with it.
anyways, i just found out that many people that i know of are using facebook. maybe i shall create an acc. too. hahas. i cant wait for harry's class this sun. im all geared up for it. since mon im officially startin school again. sian.

i've so many things on my shopping list! but im like so broke!
i wanna buy:
-a new pair of black pants.(i lost my only fav pair of black pants. i know, wht u might be thinking. how the hell did i lose them?..just ask me and i'll tell you)
-a dress! (im so loving dresses now. i wanna buy one!)
-necklaces and earrings
-a new bag!
-a new handphone
* i cant rmb what else was it that i wanted to buy.lols

i so need to lose weight la. i have not met my target weight yet. though i know the reason why. hee hee. from today onwards, i'll start dieting again. hopefully, all goes well...and tht i dont spoil the diet plan. lols.
alritey, im going to catch some zzzs..im aching all over from exercising.

nites

it just wasn't my day today.

2007-10-04T14:53:47Z

okay. im so bloody hell gonna vent out all my anger here. im so bloody hell pissed today. sorry for the language, that may be written here.

first, it was that STUPID old teacher at my little sister's school. she was like bloody hell rude la. for one thing, i cant stand people who are rude. she cant even pronounce the word zoo, like she pronounces it as, "joo". what a dumb ass. she even dare to wear sleeveless shirts without even shaving, i mean come on la..its so disgusting.
next, was my mom..she's like totally having mood swings and she's taking it out on me. give me a break la. sighs. why do u have to jump on everything that i say?
and just when i thought that this day couldnt get any worse. my close friend made me so pissed. and she gives me attitude. and the next min later..she pretends that nothing's gone wrong. what the hell?
plus, i've got other little things weighing down on me. and im carrying all these burdens by myself. its like though, yes, i may want to share it with someone..im somehow afraid that i may get judged by what's going on in my mind. not only that, the people that i know who i can share with..are somehow busy with their everyday life and i dont want them to be troubled just because of me. so yeah, thats probably why my day has been so bad. maybe whoever is reading this may nt agree with me because yours has been far worse.
but i know for a fact that, no matter what happens or comes your way, it'll get better. it may not happen now at this moment, today or tmr..but it'll take some time.

okay. so maybe my content wasnt really that vulgar or anything. lols
*ying rui: thanks for being my friend. poor us, we've been in the same boat. and i forgot to tell u just nw...i totally know how it feels to be used..because i've been in that situation before. and its definitely not a nice feeling. *hugs*
*navi: we'll meet up soon! though heartbreaks maybe painful to go through, dont forget that im still here for you. we really have to meet up soon. we'll talk ya? *hugs to u too*

dont just try, just do it! - thats wht he says.

2007-10-02T16:14:13Z

okays, so i know i've not been blogging much lately. im so not feeling the vibe to blog.
well, today im still feeling that same vibe, but i shall be nice and update you on what's been going on.ha.

FRIDAY
lets see, well finally the NE project event thingy is FINALLY over. we had to take care of one intellectually disabled person from MINDS. so yeah, i got paired up with my sexy ying rui.lols. anyways, this "client" (so they say) of ours was quite cute in a way, but yet a little hard to handle. i kinda lost patience at the end of the day, because the 'client' wanted to go back to the MINDS centre. BUT the person in charge took SO long to get back to the meeting place, and i had to keep telling the 'client' that he had to wait a little longer. not only that the people in charge keep talking and wasted so much time once they got back. i was pretty difficult to handle my 'client' as he keep wanting to go back. and he was pretty impatient. just like a child, if you've taken care of one..you'll prob know how it feels when you've got to try to calm the kid down from being so impatient and all.
anw, right after the whole thing..i didnt go to the gym as planned. was already quite shagged out, and futhermore, i knew that there'll be people there that i cant seem to stand. Plus, its gonna be pretty crowded. so instead i headed to J8 with my clique to eat, as rui and i were VERY hungry as we didnt eat until the whole event was over.(which waslike close to 4pm) we ate at LJS and then after we went to catch the movie "the nanny diaries"..it was not that good as expected..BUT..there was a hottie spotted in the movie. HAHAS. i hated the people who were sitting behind us, they were pretty annoying. dont even want to go into details as to what they did. the movie ended at about 6.30pm, so i decided to go home and not eat icecream at haagen daz as planned with rui. sorry. tht sudden craving just disappeared and furthermore, i had to head back home since i stay pretty far.
i loved the journey back home, though it was pretty crowded with the hustle and bustle of the people going out and going home. that's because, on my journey home, i plugged in the ipod earphones into my ear and listened to music..and then started to slowly drift into my own world of deep thoughts. i know u must be thinking how in the world is it possible to be enjoyable when u start to think deep. trust me, personally i feel it is.
that pretty much wraps up my entire fri.

Saturday
there's nothing much that was done on this very particular day. except that i missed rino's combat class. instead i went for harry's class only. there were lesser people than usual. dont knw why though. but the class overall was pretty fun. oh, rino's personal training pic is finally up on the wall. hahas, he looks cute. like all the other personal trainers are all smiling except for him. but it still looks alright. after gymming, headed back home and then brought my sis out to the airport.( i think, somehow...i just cant rmb what i did that night, lols.) so no point in me, blogging about what happened after gym. i only remembered that i ate something wrong and that caused me to have many runs to the toilet.

Sunday
hmm..lets see. the family had breakfast at home. and then after that we headed to the airport to let my sis have some fun. by the time we got back home, she was already sleeping. hahas. so cute la. didnt go for harry's class though. was kinda sick. after the trip down to the sirport, i went to the supermarket with my mom and bro. and then after that we headed home, pretty much after that nothing significant happened. hahas.

monday
children's day! hahs. my mom and i brought my sis and maid to the airport again to eat. and guess where? at swensens, i must say tht the service is pretty bad. firstly, they are VERY slow and inefficient. secondly, the food wasnt really as good as it should be. its standard wasnt up to par. shouldnt have insisted to go there. shall not go there ever again. my sis slept in the car on the way home, which was pretty cute..hahas. and then after that, in the evening, my mom and i headed down to the gym to do combat. the instructor was supposedly to be rino, but he had something on that evening, so they called in a replacement. and she wasnt really that good. hated the class..but i still stayed on, until the 8th song(before the push ups and all).my mom, on the other hand, couldnt take it..so she left the class like during the first break. yeah, went back after that.

tuesday
my sis is now back in sch, since she's a little much better. met mom at 5.30pm, before going to the gym. ate a little, and then went to the gym for rino's class. the people in the combat class are really....i dont even know wht to say. well, not all the people..just some of them. i mean like, they come late..and they still dare to squeeze in between you and the person u're standing beside. which is really very close that i can just punch them without even stretchin out my arm fully. how dumb is that?!? anyways, the ABT after tht was a killer. i dont think i'll be able to find my legs tmr. hopefully, they'll be alrite, after much needed rest. which im gonna do so now.

wow, this is a pretty LONG entry.hahas.
anw, nites.

happy birthday to harry

2007-09-22T16:03:18Z

im so officially LOVING the colors red and white now..hahas..although the fashion color right now is yellow..but i still think red and white rocks.lol.
today's gym classes were quite fun. however rino didnt teach today, june did. cause apparantly, rino is down with the flu and fever. poor thing. but the people in the class spurred me to be in a combat rage..hahs..cause they were pretty irritating.well some of them(those standing around me).so i end up having a very terribly sore arm now. anyways, harry's class was so fun. it's his birthday today..so like what he said, its his birthday class.hahas. happy birthday to you!
after gym, mom and i headed down to bukit batok civil service club for her colleague's daughter wedding. the place was quite nice, as in the decor and all. the couple's quite cute. hahs...didnt each much there though, left half way..after taking pics and all..was pretty tired, after a day of exercise.

sighs, im still dileberating on whether to go for harry's class tmr. shall see how first..

alrightys,
nites.

my fate based on my ipod

2007-09-20T15:43:42Z

Well basically what we are gonna do today is to put my Ipod on shuffle mode and see how the songs match a pre-set list of questions.

Ready?

1. How are you feeling today?
wake up-hilary duff
(...well, im feeling kinda tired today.so i guess i need to wake up.lols.)

2. Will you get far in life?
believe-yellowcard
(i cant really decipher what this means..prob my ipod is trying to tell me that i'll get far if i believe??)

3. How do your friends see you?
until the end of time-justin timberlake
(hahas...i dont really get this one.)

4. Will you get married?
Amazing-westlife
(hmm..i dont get it. maybe i'll marry someone who's so AMAZING?!?)

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Without You-Blue
(well.navi's fav. band used to be blue, we went to their concert and had the best time there!)

6. What is the story of your life?
so confused-raghav
(well.its kinda true, im kinda confused about loads of things that's been happening in life.)

7. What was high school like?
lose yourself-eminem
(i kinda lose control of myself a little in sec. school.)

8. How can you get ahead in life?
cry-mandy moore
(hahs. yeah right!.like hell am i gonna cry to get ahead in life.)

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
beep-pussycat dolls
(lols.this song is a great song to dance to.my friends are real great ppl to party with!)

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Free loop-daniel powter
(this weekend's gonna allow me to unwind myself??)

11. What song describes you?
learning to breath-switchfoot
(well i guess im kinda learning every single day of my life?!?)

12. Describe your grandparents?
emotions-mariah carey
(Haha! they're full of emotions??lols)

13. How is your life going?
Ride with me-nelly
(its kinda been ride lately, since its the hols.)

14. What song will they play at your funeral?
elements-blue
(LOLS. i dont get what the hell this means.)

15. How does the world see you?
somewhere i belong-linkin park
(Haha.they view me as a person who belongs to their 'clique'.lols)

16. Will you have a happy life?
mind trick-jamie cullum
(Another weird answer that need time to decipher...)

17. What do your friends really think of you?
Don't treat me like a fool-blue
(lol. they think im a fool? WHT THE HELL?!?..do u guys really think im a fool.jkjk.)

18. Do people secretly lust after you?
world of our own-westlife
(maybe. my ipod says they have a world of OUR own.lols.)

19. How can I make myself happy?
Wait-the afters
(lol. i can make myself happy by waiting. prob by waiting for the right person to come along?)

20. What should you do with your life?
life of a salesman-yellowcard
(Oh my!..my ipod says that i should be a salesman or should i say a saleswoman?sighs. i wanna be a tai tai.lol.)

21. Will you ever have children?
i'm coming-rain ft. tablo
(maybe.lols.i dont get this one too.)

well..i guess this is kinda a load of bull. who cares?!? im BORED! hmm..im so loving pon and zi..they're so cute but yet emo. my fav pics are:

nites y'all.

my sem exam results

2007-09-18T17:49:31Z

Computation Of Grade Point Average

Wed 19-Sep-2007 01:3:12

Name : SHENEVIE WONG
Admission Number : 07XXXXX
Course : DIPLOMA IN MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY (CLDF01)


Please refer below to find out how to compute your Grade Point Average (GPA):

Module Code	Module Description	Module Credit	Module Grade	Grade Point	Module Credit Earned	Grade Point x Module Credit Earned
CL1100	INTRODUCTION TO MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY	4	B+	3.5	4	14.0
CL1101	PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY	4	B	3.0	4	12.0
CL1102	INORGANIC CHEMISTRY	4	B+	3.5	4	14.0
CL1104	MATHEMATICS FOR LIFE SCIENCE	3	A	4.0	3	12.0
CL1105	MICROBIOLOGY A	4	C	2.0	4	8.0
CL1108	COMMUNICATION SKILLS 1	2	B	3.0	2	6.0
CL9200	FRENCH	4	A	4.0	4	16.0
Total:		25				82.0

Total Grade Points x Module Credits Earned = 82.0

Total Module Credits = 25

GPA = ∑(Grade Point x Module Credit Earned) / ∑(Module Credit)

Hence, your GPA is 82.0/25 = 3.28

Grade-to-Point Conversion

Module Grade

Grade Point

DIST	:	Distinction (Awarded by the Assessment Board)	4.0
A	:	>=80%	4.0
B+	:	75%-<80%	3.5
B	:	70%-<75%	3.0
C+	:	65%-<70%	2.5
C	:	60%-<65%	2.0
D+	:	55%-<60%	1.5
D	:	50%-<55%	1.0
F	:	<50%	0.0
P	:	Pass (for modules graded Pass/Fail)	NA
SP	:	Supplementary Pass	1.0
SF	:	Supplementary Fail	0.0
*AUD	:	Met attendance requirement but, where permitted, did not sit for exams	NA
*DEB	:	Debarred	0.0
*DEF	:	Grading deferred to a later date for acceptable reasons	NA
*TRF	:	Credits Transferred	NA
*WDC	:	Withdrawn from Course	NA
*WDM	:	Withdrawn Subject / Module	NA

i did better than expected!..i cant believe my eyes when i saw this..hahas.i can finally sleep in peace tonight..have been thinking too much about my results lately..
anw, went to the gym today..well yest(since its alr wed morning, 1.41am)..saw harry working out..ha.he's so cute la..i spotted his reflection first..what caught my attention was the shirt and the way he wore his ipod and stuff..hahas. its kinda significant..lols.. hiyo..i couldnt concentrate during the combat class today, cause i was too busy looking at harry..lols. he somehow just makes me wanna smile..lol..i donno why. *shakes head, and smiles*..see, just by putting my thoughts down about him makes me smile..
alrighty, i've got to get some beauty sleep now..my body's tired out frm all the work out at the gym..
nites

a song that im so loving

2007-09-17T07:42:27Z

this song is just so addictive..well at least to me.i cant seem to get it out of my head.

charmed4571 @ 2007-09-09T23:32:00

2007-09-09T15:42:21Z

love this song by marcos hernandez, its called "the way i do"

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

anw, today was quite alrite. didnt really do much today..went to sheng siong with my grandma, aunt and my family..it was VERY crowded and crazy..i've never been to sheng siong before.this was my first time..and im telling you the crowd was so much more crazy than the crowd at giant. had lunch at my grandma's neighbourhood market, before heading back home.
went to the gym for harry's class. it was quite fun...hahas...harry's so cute la, he keep forgetting the first block of the routine today because he was so used to yesterday's routine..hahs. funny. but one hing bad about the class were the boards.it just cant stick to the floor! hiyo..it keeps moving front...*shakes head*...checked next week's schedule, seems that alot of instructors are not teaching next sat. harry's one of them..sighs..so collin's replacing his class..hopefully, the schedule's wrong..must check with the net's updated one...crossing my fingers that it'll still be harry teaching..
im sooo angry with myself for snacking so much today!!..im like soo gonna gain weight la.just when i thought my diet plan was going well..i had to spoil it all, just to satisfy certain cravings that i was having.bummer.

im gonna head off to lala land now.

not the kinda sat that i anticipated for.....

2007-09-08T16:26:18Z

before i head to lala land. shall blog about today's turn of events.
lets see.. it wasnt a sat that i had anticipated for.
woke up late, so the family went out for breakfast without me. ate like half a box of honey stars cereal( i know its fattening la..but i cant help it, i was craving for it.)..straight after breakfast and all, headed to the gym with my mom and bro to do combat with KC.it was quite okay la..still miss classes with rino though...
then after, during the 1 hr break, headed to delifrance for a quick bite and snack...before heading back to the gym for harry's class.
anyways, harry's class was quite okay initially, but the whole entire atmosphere was spoilt due to some ANNOYING people. like hello la..harry had alr asked who were beginners before starting the class. and no one raised their hands or anything. like please la..if you're a beginner, just raise your hand so that the class can go at a slower pace just to accomodate to your learning..its not like as though the people in the class would laugh at you for being a beginner or anything. wouldnt it be better if u raised your hand in the beginning of the class, and be able to catch the class in the end?? or would u rather prefer not to raise your hand out of fear of mockery and end up being frustrated over the fact that u cant catch the steps to the class, which ends up making u look like a damn fool????? sorry if i sound rude or whatsoever, but i dont give a damn. like hello..how can u like not raise your hand to say that u're a beginner(so tht the class would go at a pace for yr learning), and start blaming the instructor for being so fast??? i dont see how is it any of the instructor's fault. u people should probably, do some meditation and see what u should have done and not done. think about it. so anyways, during the finale i dont know why but i was SO distracted.. which caused me to make a one or two mistakes..sighs..enough said, i shouldnt go on anymore. spoiling my mood now. like as if i was ever in a good mood today.

after gym, went home to fetch my sis to bring her out for awhile. once we got home from shopping and all, had my dinner. however, my gastric started acting up again. crap la. i guess it was because i didnt really eat today. been really depressed about life lately. shall talk about this later. anyways, i only had cereals at about 9.30am and then a little snack at about 3pm. which was then followed by my dinner at about 8 plus. so yeah, my monstrous gastric started acting up. sighs, hate gastrics.

hmmm.. as i said before, life has been getting a little depressing lately. i feel like im winding down this dark spiral staircase which is just leading me into a black hole of "depression". although i put on a happy face or smile, its all just a mask..it doesnt really mean that im happy or whatever. i always do that, so that i can put up a wall..to avoid people from knowing how i feel. i have this perception that if i were to open up about how i feel, people would judge me. all these bottled up feelings are starting to take its toll on me.sighs. and its not helping by the fact that life brings so MANY let downs,disappointments and despairs. sometimes i feel like crying it all out or shouting all my frustrations away, but i find that i myself judge myself sometimes..see, thats one bad point abt being a gemini(twin sign).

oh well, i guess i should head off to lala land now. so that i can sleep all my frustrations away. dont know if i should go for harry's class tmr..shall see hw first. this weeks been a bummer for me. hate this week..... =(

ps. rino's back tonight! i cant wait for his class on mon =)..hopefully, its the kinda class tht i'll love( to make up for such a bad week im having)
nites

24hrs till sat is finally here!

2007-09-06T16:01:17Z

its been one day already since rino has left singapore.and im starting to miss his class alr! lols.i think im going nuts here.its not like he's leaving for years or whatsoever, he's only away for a few days.and he'll be back by next week. but still..i cant stand not having him to teach the sat combat class..i feel like there's something missing!..uugh!.dont mind me blabbering on and on.ha.

anyways, the friends that i wanted to go out with tmr are not free!.hiyo, and tmr im like so free la. not blaming u guys..hahas. so, tmr since i wont be going out with my besties..i've decided to bring my little sis out..hahas..
shopping spree for my sis, while spending of money for me.*tsk,tsk..shakes head*..but its okay, so long as she's happy.hahas.
i cant wait for sat to come!..although rino wont be teaching, but i'll still be able to go for my steps class with harry! coolness..i cant wait for that class! so im officially anticipating for sat to come...which is like in another 24 hrs time..hahas.oh and on that day is when rino comes back! cant wait!!!!

tagged by sandy!

2007-09-05T16:26:22Z

1. The person who tagged you is
     Sandy
2. Your relationship with him/her is
    my hottie friend
3. 5 impressions you have of him/her
    crazy,funny,friendly,sexy,animal lover
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
     danced together with me to the music thts playing on her com.(in the canteen)
    5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you
        lets see.."hey hey you you.."hahas
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will
     it'll never happen.we're both girls!
    7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
        believe in yourself and have faith that you can do it!
    8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
        it'll never happen. =)
    9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
        i talk too much??so it kinda irritates her.hahas
   10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is
          dance for her!lols
      11. Your overall impression of him/her is
             SEXY!
      12. How do you think people around you will feel about you
             i talk too much?
13. The characteristic you love about yourself is
      im nt sure myself.
14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is
       i sometimes don't seize the opportunities that life brings.and that kinda leave me with regrets.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is
      no one.i love being me.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
      love you guys loads! muacks

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. Rina
2. navi
3. cheryl
4. sandra
5. angie
6. ying rui
7. harry
8. joyce
9. linette
10. shuwen

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
     no one.she's single!
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
     Female.
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
      they dont even know each other.
21. What is no.2 studying?
      she's in jc now
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
      oh my gosh.its been a long time. i think it was in nov 06?
23. What kind of music does no.8 like?
      chinese songs?
24. Does no.1 has any siblings?
      yup.1 elder sister
25. Will you woo no.3?
      No way.but she's my girlfriend!
26. How about no.7?
      maybe. thts depending if he's even interested.lols
27. Is no.4 single?
      yes, to wht i knw.if she is nt..she didnt tell me.
28. What’s the surname of no.5?
      chia.
29. What’s the hobby of no.4?
      lets see..listening to music?
30. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
      they don't know each other !
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
      yjc
32. Say something casual about no.1
       sporty!
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
      no!
34. Where does no.9 live?
      tampines
35. What colour does no.4 like?
      Orange?
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
      they dont even know each other.
37. Does no.7 like no.2?
      They dont knw each other! besides no.2 is alr attached!
38. How did you get to know no.2?
      in sec 1.
39. Does no.1 have any pets?
       nope.
40. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
      hahas...well..kinda.=P..he's cute too!

jellified

2007-09-04T17:27:51Z

oh gosh, my whole body is aching and so jellyfied rite now..hahas..cause of the class" bodylicious", the class was good, but my body was so not used to the new routine of the class..so that's pretty much why im dying nw. hopefully, i'll be much better after getting some sleep.
anyways, as i was on my way to the gym just nw, i overheard the conversation of this grp of sec 4 students from some neighbourhood sch(in the toilet at raffles place)..they were like so amazed by the fact that the toilet had automated tap water and soap, and how the temp of the toilet was cold and that the interior design of the toilet was spectacular..all i can say is..are they mountain tortoises or wht?..not to be mean or anything, but these things have been like in almost every shopping mall toilets(newer ones) for quite a while alr.*shakes head*

oh wells.i've gotta go get my much needed sleep for my body now.
nite peeps.