you've got me lovestoned
though im the talkative sort, i really hate them.. i'll get SO freaked out.. sighs, hopefully i'll be able to gear up some courage and be able to present without any shaking and hearing of my own heart beating so damn loudly in my ears. lols. please, please let me present properly..dont wanna screw up this presentation and project.
anyways, rino's gone for reservist :( boo hoo hoo. i kinda miss him and all his classes.. so maybe what he said was rite..im damn stressed over which class to do while he's away. sighs. oh wells, i'll just have to live with it.. besides, its only for 3 wks. so..whatever. gosh, im so freaking lovestoned by tht someone. though, i keep telling myself to stop all this crap. i cant seem to help it..HOW?? i keep telling myself that he's so nt worth it and so nt my type..but i cant help myself!!! AARGH!!! crap la. put that all aside..i dont really wanna think about it.
today, went to the gym to do cute harry's class. lols. anw, he was so cute la. frm the time i saw him before class even started till to the time the class ended. hiyo. fainted...LOLs. using his word here. hahs. pushed myself to the limit today. i really have to lose weight! i cant stand it...i dont wanna stay the same..seriously, my weight doesnt even go down, from who knws when..it was ages ago. my weight's still the same! hiyoyo..really have to try to stop eating unnecessarily and also stop eating all those fatty foods. sighs. talk about losing weight, harry was saying something about it just now.. he was like saying," hiya, i so fat already. need to lose weight..*pause* to lose weight, you need to exercise regulary and not by starving yourself"...hahas...funny. wells, i've been eating lesser than usual..hopefully, this diet of mine works. i really need to lose weight badly. i knw i've been saying this for so many times! hahas.
gossip girl rocks! i love the show. im hooked onto it. cant believe it. its so frigging awesome. love it. alrighty, i've gotta go.
you know you love me,
XOXO
shenevie
